Another Monday....

Another Monday has gone by with no new news. Each day with out any news makes it harder to stay positive. Some days I wonder if God did allow us to get this far and we won't be bring him home, because He has another purpose. I have been praying asking God to take the desire in my heart for this beautiful boy away if that is the case. Other days, i just feel that God is allowing this to happen and we will bring him home, but we may never know why we have had so many challenges. The hardest thing is to just keep moving with out knowing the outcome.

Yesterday we stayed in all day. Believe it or not, I tried not to talk all day:0) Gareth was in heaven. The good news is, my voice is just about fully back and it no longer hurts to talk. We made bouncy balls with the kids last night and then had a contest to see who could make theirs bounce the highest. Of course, it was pretty much a tie between Alex and Gareth. I wonder where she gets her competitiveness? We had a family dinner tonight. I try to make cookies every year for Gareth to take to his assistants at work. Tonight we did that and I think that the kids ate more than we had to box up for Gareth to take to work:0) We had so much fun.

Please continue to pray for resolution with our adoption one way or the other. i know that 2 years to us is nothing in God's eyes, but we are really getting emotionally drained!!