Wednesday!

We were able to speak with our lawyer in Guatemala. He is still trying to see if we have any options left. I truly wish that I could give you all the low down, but to put it all in writing, would take ages, and some things I am not aloud to share. I think we are most upset that the main person that will be hurt in this is a beautiful 15 month old little boy. What a shame that adoption around the world has been turned in to a business. I am trying to hang on to the fact that God is able to change any situation and anyone's heart. He is in control of this situation and I just pray that we are given peace in whatever decisions that we need to make. The hardest part of this process is the ups and downs of not knowing the end result. For the past two months, we have been told endless times that this isn't happening, only to be told within hours or the next day that they have found a way. OUr emotions are just on edge and I pray that we are able to have our answer soon!!!

I felt pretty rough today. it is amazing how pneumonia can do this to you. Just walking up stairs takes everything out of me. We have been blessed with such wonderful friends that have helped with the kids, made meals so that Gareth doesn't have to worry about feeding everyone, and just called to check on us. Thank you so much to all of you for helping while I am sick. I have lost about 10 pounds so if there is anything positive out of all of this, it is that. I know that I will put it all back on soon, but right now, my pants are loose:0) We are off to put our beautiful children to bed. I hope that you all have a GREAT night!!!